The End

I have responsibility over myself and my life.
I have a choice. I've always had a choice.

If I make the choice to keep David around, then I am accepting his decisions and therefore I cannot be shocked when he breaks my heart all over again.

No amount of love from me or anyone on this earth is going to save him.

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How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could

Maybe love is our hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say goodbye
When your heart don't have the heart to say goodbye

I know now I was naive
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could

Was it something wrong that we did
Or because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say goodbye
When your heart don't have the heart to say goodbye

Is this the end
Are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known

So how do you find the words to say goodbye
When your heart don't have the heart to say goodbye

Alicia Keys